Independence/dependence

i overslept yesterday afternoon and missed my french lecture. this is the first time i overslept this sememster/school year. lucky my two french tests are on thursday, otherwise i would be dead.

i wrote about canadian's inefficiency in my msn blog long time ago, then wash told me his laptop was done repairing just now. quite surprised. maybe canadians are not that lethargic as i imagined.

wash was asking me to accompany him to collect his laptop, but i just felt lazy to go. i always think that if you can do something alone, you'd better do it alone. it's not necessary to drag another person along, wasting his/her time just for the sake of being alongside with you. wash always says that i'm too independent in certain sense. that is true. i became independent at the age of 15 and i'm used to this kind of life already. i don't want to trouble others if i don't have to. that's just opposite wash's way of living. i quarreled with him on this matter several times and so far still no concensus reached. but never mind.

houry's really a serious person. i'm only hoping that he won't kick me out cos of my poor performance in the last test, which really embarrassed me a lot.

health-wise i'm not so good recently. pimples growing, neck lymphs swelling, ulcers in my mouth and blisters on my tougue. my lower jaw is soaring due to the lymph swelling. minxing was joking that "you are functioning well"... seems there's a mess going on in my immune system... i guess that's cos of the huge disruption of my bioclock a week ago. after that one sleepless night i didn't really rest well. now i really feel uncomfortable and sleepy. i really need to take care of myself, afterall i'm the person who's responsible for myself.