Refreshed

muhaha, i just had a good 2-hour nap--my salvation from dizziness and improper brain functioning. poor zhu must be still struggling with her lab report which is an ultimate suffering for her. the funny thing is, zhu knows her lateness puts her repeatedly in this kind of situation when she has to give up sleeping and eating to finish work before deadline, she just doesn't have the intention to be a little bit early everytime. my ear's growing callus after hearing her saying "i'll start early next time" over five times in the past few weeks. everyone does that i guess.

i'm invited to the music sharing blog--the ukulele ensemble. well, i'm supposed to share something but i found my taste is so different from all the other members. they are quite pro-jap and the previous blogs were all about jap-pops. in contrary, my interest lies mostly in the area of chinese drama OST, instrumentals and game background music. i'm just afraid that if i share these stuff up there no one would read... maybe i should just stay observing for now.

houry's assignment is due tmr. i haven't started. ppl say that it can be done in half an hour, so i'm not worrying about it too much. but the thing really bothers me is this course in general. i seriously think i'm gonna flunk this course in the end and disappoint houry. i don't have the confidence at all, since the stuff taught now is so out of my favour. i understand that complaining isn't going to make it any better, i just hope some sort of miracle can happen on the exam day... i continuously did badly for bch courses, this makes me think again about my choice of being a bch specialist and further study in this area. maybe bch isn't my cup of tea at all, maybe there's sth out there suits me better, like computer repair, at least about which i feel more interested in doing. anyway, these are all gibberish. i know i have to do the master's first, regardless of i want or i don't want. life's like that. no one has a choice.