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finally i've decided to go to the insulin lab for my 4th year project. tmr i'm going to tell my current boss about my belated decision. whenever i think about it i just feel scared and recoiled, at the same time i know exactly no matter what i have to inform him asap. i'm pretty sure tmr's going to be a hard day for me. sigh. i've no choice but go for it. i should learn to be more decisive next time.

my bf drove for 5 hours from ottawa to "seek peace" with me on friday. i was so shocked (and touched at the same time) to see him at my door, before today he never mentioned a word about his visit. he just got his G1 lisence weeks ago, it's quite dangerous for a beginner to concentrate on driving on the highway for over 5 hours. i never know he cares about me so much. although he said sth i didn't like during our fight, afterall it was me who started the fight...